Tuesday, November 10, 2015

A promise made for myself

No matter how difficult the situation are, no matter how disappointing I feel, no matter how sad I am, no matter how hopeless it seems to be, I need to make a promise to myself.

I must never give up. I tell myself, I will go through all difficult situation lying in front of me, I will solve the problem one at a time, I must be patient enough sometimes, as it takes time to heal the wound, to solve the problem. 

There is always a rainbow waiting after the storm, and it will all be good again. 

Never, ever give up, just like this song has always reminded me.

稻香

对这个世界如果你有太多的抱怨
跌倒了就不敢继续往前走
为什么人要这么的脆弱 堕落
请你打开电视看看
多少人为生命在努力勇敢的走下去
我们是不是该知足
珍惜一切 就算没有拥有

还记得你说家是唯一的城堡 随着稻香河流继续奔跑
微微笑 小时候的梦我知道
不要哭让萤火虫带着你逃跑 乡间的歌谣永远的依靠
回家吧 回到最初的美好

不要这么容易就想放弃 就像我说的
追不到的梦想 换个梦不就得了
为自己的人生鲜艳上色 先把爱涂上喜欢的颜色

笑一个吧 功成名就不是目的
让自己快乐快乐这才叫做意义
童年的纸飞机 现在终于飞回我手里
所谓的那快乐 赤脚在田里追蜻蜓追到累了
偷摘水果被蜜蜂给叮到怕了 谁在偷笑呢
我靠着稻草人吹着风唱着歌睡着了
哦 哦 午后吉他在虫鸣中更清脆
哦 哦 阳光洒在路上就不怕心碎
珍惜一切 就算没有拥有

还记得你说家是唯一的城堡 随着稻香河流继续奔跑
微微笑 小时候的梦我知道
不要哭让萤火虫带着你逃跑 乡间的歌谣永远的依靠
回家吧 回到最初的美好

还记得你说家是唯一的城堡 随着稻香河流继续奔跑
微微笑 小时候的梦我知道
不要哭让萤火虫带着你逃跑 乡间的歌谣永远的依靠
回家吧 回到最初的美好

Sunday, August 2, 2015

突发奇想

今天突然想用中文来po文,可能因为中文比较能深刻的表达我想说的东西吧。

最近因为工作的关系,比较少和朋友打球喝茶聊天了,一半是因为有时工作很累,回到家真的不想去打球或喝茶了,多半还是因为要省钱吧,毕竟最近财务方面真的很紧。没办法,生活还是要过下去,只好每次说一大堆借口推辞朋友的邀约,有时都觉得自己还蛮不应该的。

今天其实想说的是我觉得我现在更能接受外人对我的看法/批判了。现在的我,和朋友聊天时更能侃侃而谈,也比较少忌讳一些话题了。可能是因为时间和社会大学的洗礼,我对很多事情都比较能看得开了,感觉也比较坦然,这是我前几年来都做不到的。可能这也意味着我已经慢慢脱离了青少年那种血气方刚的时期,开始比较沉稳起来。这应该说是一件值得高兴的事吧。

想想以前的我,很多事都想要抱怨,想让别人知道自己的苦衷,对很多事也很看不开,搞到自己常常很不开心。其实现在觉得,有些事情不是你能烦得来的,就是说其实很多事情不在你的掌控范围之内,抱怨也没用。比如说感情方面的事,真的是要顺其自然。我觉得有时你越想要,老天爷越不给你,直到你不再追求的时候,它才悄悄靠近你,而感情就是这样的东西吧。最近身边很多朋友都开始拍拖/结婚了,真的是很衷心的祝福他们,毕竟是有情人终成眷属。我其实也不会羡慕他们吧,就觉得还好,我现在也不急着找女朋友。

最近我也学会少抱怨事情了,我现在很少会在FB抱怨生活或工作或心理上的烦恼了。我觉得少了抱怨后,你会开始察觉到想法上的一些正面变化,也会变得比较乐观。很多时候,其实你觉得很绝望的状况,其实都还是有希望的,哪怕是一线生机。

今天就到此为止,共勉之!


Sunday, July 5, 2015

2015 first half update

It has been a while since I last updated my blog. Today, I am gonna summarize my first half of 2015 at a glance.

2015 has been more excited and different for me so far compared to last year. 2014 was the year where I spend my time adapting to life after university and beginning to learn game programming during free time. I also started to learned about stock market investment during these time.

One of the biggest highlight this year for me has to be the change of working environment. Yes, it means I changed my job, which commenced on 15th June! Well, there are several reason as why I made this decision. The major one are of course a better offer (u will probably say me lying if I rule this factor out). However, there are 2 more reasons which played a big factor also. First, after working in an environment where I stay in office all the time, I reckon that it is time to get more exposure to learn more things and learn different skill set. It is not that i didn't learned much in WD, I did learned a lot there, especially knowledge about production flow, product testing, how quality is controlled, and also gained a resonable amount of insight on how these multinational huge corporation like WD run their  business. I have to admit that I did feel a bit bored doing the same work everyday, and sometimes not even knowing the weather outside. So, this is a big contributing factor. Secondly, because WD business is not doing well recently, I don't see a future in this company. In my opinion, harddrives industry is in a declining stage, and it will soon replaced and eliminated by new technology which has faster performance, more reliable, and smaller size, like Solid State Drive (SSD). I remember my boss once told me that he can foresee in the future, we might be able to bring our grandchildren to the musuem and point to them and say, "see, this is what your grandpa made 50 years ago". There are also some other small contributing factors that lead me to the decison, but I wouldn't be discussing them here.

I has only been started my new job for 3weeks to date. This company is a Japanese listed company making pneumatic products. My role in this company is Technical Specialist. As the name implies, I need to have a deep understanding in company's product technically, and also need to go to customer site to solve their problem related to our company product. My other role includes providing technical traning to customer or salesman regarding company's product, attend exhibition if any, and also support sales person in promoting company's product. So, I would say this new job is much more interesting and also challenging for me. I will try to do the best as I promise myself to always do.

Other than work, there is nothing much to talk about for 2015. My life is all about work so far, just like 2014. Sounds sad right? But thats life, what can i do? As for matter regarding relationship, I am still happily single, though I do feel lonely sometimes. But i understand that this thing cannot be forced, I will just continue live my life to the fullest and don't worry about this matter. Only God know, and God has the plan for me.

Recently, i get to know that there was a female singer from Taiwan who passed away in 1989 (I had not even born). her name is 王默君. Though it was 26 years ago, I find her very charming and pretty, and I started watching some of her mv and video clip of her attending tv show. I find that this girl was actually quite talented, and her voice is quite good,  not to mention a pretty face and 有气质. Sadly, she passed away during a car accident back in 28January1989 at the age of 24. TT. Here is the link to one of her favourite and most popular song at that time. 

Lastly, I hope I can do well in 2nd half of 2015 and hope the world is the better place! Cheers!