It has been 4 months, and I still haven't get over it, what a shame is this!!! God, if u hear me, please bring me out of this mess, I am extremely tired, and I really hope I can get over it now... It seems like an impossible task for me, haizzzzzzzz
I am sad, I have never feel so fail before, she just make me lose all my confidence, and I just can't help but keep thinking of her. I should have been getting over this long time ago, but I couldn't...T.T
God, help me...I need your help now... please give me the strength to overcome this. Please help me to go through all these... please guide me, show me the path, I am really lost now.
Please, please help me...i need a listener, i need a person who i can talk to, i need guidance...I am totally lost...
WHy??why? why this must happen to me? why I deserve this? I have been trying my best all the time, I have done all i can, i have been spending so much time thinking of this, my life have been flooded with this, i am so tired...
This is not what love suppose to be, but why??? why??? why??? i want an answer, why ??????
Why she only remember me when she need me?? why she seems to be just treating me as a tool?? what am I in her mind??? did I stand for anything?? i am totally sad and devastated by this. I have spent every single night thinking of these, i swear, but it still remain clueless. I hope she hear me, please, hear me. hear me please...
Too many thing remain clueless for me now, i am so confused, i have no idea how to deal with this, i am lonely, i just feel like crying, i feel so useless and weak , what a shame on me!!!
God, please guide me through these, please show me the right path, please show me the bright path, please help me, i feel so helpless.....TT
